There's no 'I' in 'Team'

We work as a band, its not just you.
Take a step back from your ego and realize that as much as you do,
it means nothing if we're not all in it together.
Self-centered controlling singers have brought the downfall of SO many amazing bands
dont let this happen to us.

we walked through here, hand in hand, laid on the ground
admired the sky........



then i woke up.

Liferuiner

FUCK THIS.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOUR MOTHER FUCKING LIFE.

Serenity

pours over my body;
relief.
the stress,
the anger,
frustration,
anxiety,
it slips away.


I am in control here.
this is my body.
this is my mind
I make my own decisions;


and I have chosen to respect myself.

You're in my soul;
You're in my heart.

New gear for the win.

I know probably nobody cares whatsoever, but; I CANT EFFING WAIT TO GET THIS THING!

I want to travel europe. Right now. I want to book my tickets, pack my bags, and go. I want to let the cool London air ruffle my hair as I walk amid puddles of fresh rainwater in Trafalgar Square. I want to look out on the city of Paris from the Eiffel Tower. I want to walk the streets of Barcelona, climb the hills of Athens, feel the heat of Rome, ski the mountains of Norway. I want to go, tomorrow, no, tonight. I want to discover this world in which I live.

The Search is on.

It's official, I'm going with Binx and his girlfriend on tuesday to look at apartments. I'm trying to process the thought of never living at home again. I've known this house my whole life, the thought of starting a new life seems so..... intimidating yet exciting. On one hand, I'll have the freedom to do whatever the hell I please. On the other hand, I have WAYYYY more responsibility. It's not that I dont think I'll be able to handle living without parents, it's just going to be a new way of living.
But before I think about that, there's the whole dilemma of actually FINDING a place to live. So far our top choice is an apartment on St. Claire ave. above a coffee shop. It's about a 20 min subway ride from downtown (sucks) but its the closest we've found. I know it'll be an exciting day when I move out, so why am I so damn hesitant about it?

"Y'know, you're like the only person in this world I can count on. Because no matter what, I know you'll always be here."

When i wake up,
i'm willing to take my chances on the hope that i forget,
that you hate him more than you notice,
i wrote this for you, for you,
so, you need him, i could be him,
i could be an accident but im still trying
and thats more than i can say for him.
Where is your boy tonight, I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he wont find out what I know;
You were the last good thing about this part of town.

So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

And is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back.
So let's end this call, and end this conversation.
and is that what you call a getaway?
well tell me what you got away with.
cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say best friends means friends forever

Damn

Photo-shoot is cancelled. Photographer is sick. I hate when this kind of stuff falls through :(

Promos

Getting band promos done in Burlington today, I'm kind of nervous. As much as I like taking pictures, I dislike getting them taken of me. And I'm also hoping the concept will be good. I like simple shots, they're the best.

I got this yesterday and I'm already half done. It's amazing. I love graphic novels, even if that makes me a dork :)

these days.
when nothing works.
and colour fades.
and I know you dont care.
are the days I want to stop trying.