oh.my.god

Have you seen the medicine

I'm needing to keep my head

upon these shoulders?

Moccasin Tracks

I see a blank notebook page;

Its my life and there's nothing I could think to write.

I Am Water

Feel the mountains behind me

Holding me strong.

I am one with these forests,

As they stretch along the lakes.

Solidarity forged of rock and clear water.

I stand here, wading in cool waters.

Let this smoke fill my lungs.

Billowing into the lights of humanity.

I am not one with them.

Their steel and asphalt greed stretched in lights along the waters edge;

Until the day they all slide into the murky waters they have created.

I stand with the mountains.

I stand with the forests.

Why You'd Want To Live Here

Going apartment hunting this saturday, I can't wait.

Having a place to call my own is going to be so amazing!

The End Of The Road

It's official

I'm giving up.

Break It Up

I get off my high horse just long enough to get low, to reload and go, oh and get it again.


These Kids Wear Crows in London tommorow night!


Sooooo stoked, I havent been to a good show in so long.

Brighter Brightest is playing too, their music brings a smile to my face. :)

This Boy

This boy
Hates the way you
tire of him
take your anger out on him
if she pushes any harder he'll fall away.
This boy is green with envy
he wishes he could be your perfect boy
with the best imperfections;
hair to fix
a tie to straighten
a smile too wide
across his face.


As he drives you home.

Rainy Day

Lets run in the rain

soak our feet

ill catch up with you

and we'll laugh as were soaked.

as the warm indoors beckons;

we'll run to the safety of towels and warmth.

Meet Me At The Shore

These were taken at the boardwalk on Coney Island, Brooklyn.


I wish I couldve stayed there for days, it was so surreal.

Adrienne Tomine needs to teach me his amazing illustration skills

I love everything about this man's writing/ drawing.

I could spend my life here

Watching birds fly away

Hoping that

I can join them.

I never want to leave

I threw myself off your cliffs
But you caught me in your the wind
Saved me from
falling

Or should we just cut to the chase;
nights of coffee and cigarettes
walking in the moonlit street
the silence replying
our footsteps
with echoes.

Could I walk you to the door
Could I say goodnight with the best intentions?

I never want those drives to end.

Seeing you walk away makes me want this even more.

Passenger Seat

I roll the window down
And then begin to breathe in
The darkest country road
And the strong scent of evergreen
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

Then looking upwards
I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

"do they collide?"
I ask and you smile.
With my feet on the dash
The world doesn't matter.

When you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride
When you need directions then i'll be the guide
For all time.
For all time.

And Now I'm On My Own And I'm Off To New Jersey; Singing

I'll be thinking of your smile

As I walk endless streets

Of endless apartments.

I love wondering what a life together would be like.

I wish I could bring you with me;

We could walk the streets of New York hand in hand.

I look to the sky

And I wonder

If I could ever shine so bright.

I will lie awake;

Lie for fun and

Fake the way I hold you

Let you fall for every empty word I say.

Only In Dreams

Brush the pine needles out of my hair;

And let me whisper in your ear.

The forest stands silent

As our hearts beat louder.

Like Ghosts In The Snow

If I were a ghost
I'd still be scared
That I'd float through you.

The feelings were salvaged
Through power cables and broken glass.

We held each other close
The winter wind whipping our skin raw.

Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep;

I don't want to wake up on my own anymore.

Isn't it funny
How so many lives
Happen under the same sky?
Blinded by distance,
Who knew this could happen?

What's it feel like to be a ghost?

holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground

...like paper lanterns

Glowing from within
Emanating love in light
We float on tonight.

I can't wait to be here, I'm going to go through so much film.

i just want to spend the days getting lost in the city;

the streets leading me to the unordinary.

Insomniac.

Let's sail the sea of dreams.

Where did all of this come from.
I'm Back where I began.
A nothing.
A zero.
A black hole.


Anxiety
Chokesmelike;
Razorwire

razor wire

razor wire

r a z o r w i r e

tears

roll down my face

into my sheets

my throat is dry

my nose runs

my vision blurs.

This is what I have done to you.

And i hate myself for it.





























We speak in different voices.
When fighting with the ones we love.

We Say Summer

This is going to be the best one yet.

One More Hug Before I Go.

I never want to let go.

Because this feels so right.

If there's anything missing;

Let me know,

I'll fix it when you want me to.

The death of seasons

footsteps follow
a cold november wind
as branches puncture the sky
their sharp points ripping clouds
that hang
like blankets.



the leaves on the ground
read as a history book might
offering only the slightest hint
that they once lived
as they are trampled underfoot.

Day of the Dead

next time I go to Kensington I'm totally loading up on these things.


Hopefully that will quench my unhealthy obsession with skeletons.



.....hopefully.

Where the wild things are

This place
Is not like any other place
Is nowhere near another place
So this must be
The place.

More Photoshop Fun

I'm trying to design some logos for t-shirts (for my band)

Let me know what you think?

It's beginning to look like summer again,

I want to walk through city streets at night,

Feel the heat rise from the sun-baked sidewalks

Watch the full moon rise through leaves on overhanging trees.

Sleep in too late.

Stay up all night.

Live life to its fullest.

No matter how hard I try

you'll never care about me as much as I care about you.

I feel so invisible

So disposable.

I can't stop trying to make you notice and it's killing me.

Lets run away.

I want to drive all night.
coffee to keep us awake, watching the sunrise reflect off of a million skyscrapers
following the highway towards a glittering new york skyline.


Let's leave tonight.

I took the time thismorning to re-educate myself in the world of photoshop. So I know it's no secret that I suck......not to shift the blame or anything but part of the problem is my lack of cs4. Elements is good and all......but if I'm going to take the time to learn this then I'd rather go full out.

Did this last night, inspired by the graphic novel 'shortcomings' by Adrienne Tomme.


Tell me what you think.

Leaves as a bed rest your head young Child of mine
Smell of Cologne and cigerettes, you are alone tonight.
Tonight;
these scars wont lie.

Dont let him tell you you are wortless
becasue you mean somthing to me

This night has tragic written all across its skyline and even this thought of it would even scare me.




This monster doesnt even know what your worth

Who wants to lay in the grass with me?

Your opinions please........

These are some preliminaries I've been working on.

9-5

I never want this.

Have I ever told you that I love your smile?

In all honesty......

.....your words tore through me like bullets.